
Michael Aaron Casares – GREEN TEA AMERICA
NPB #19
out of print
Circus Experience; First Thought; Red River; Severance; Jefferson In Chains;
The Angels Don’t Remember; Son Of Man.
CIRCUS EXPERIENCE
I did not know what to say,
standing on the harbor,
creating memories that
would never exist. The
sea moss scent sharp
yet pungent reminds me
of that day I see inside my
mind. Casting glances to
the ocean, the wave a
relentless ripple in the wake
of dawn on the horizon. Thick
sea breeze at your bay and nothing
more but solitude– a lack of
loneliness has never plagued me
but I keep this in perspective,
one’s need always relative to the
other’s.
The nonchalance of this
sing song circus experience defies me,
the primordial gypsy hatching among the weeds
is only significant to the human
experience, this road map only
useful to the discerning eyes of
conscious life, a value degenerated
by the necessity of selfish greed
and desire. The bloody pulp of
humanity has sat prostrate in its
mess for long enough, victims.
Self-assuming bomb-droppers,
confusing us by weighing in on
the issue, analyzing the words
and actions of every last politician–
changing the face of celebrity, true
motivations, vanity popular as greed,
and money showing its true worth:
nothing more valuable as pretend;
nothing more than another scheme
to make the world go round, nothing
like promising you everything and giving
you zip while you’ve been grinding away
at your millstone, picking your grapes
and your cherries, nothing but another
way to climb the ladder and justify
what you lack inside. I dare you,
dear brother, to drop the bomb because
we are no longer afraid of your nuclear
wrath.
The thunder is distant in our ears
(they have bled so much we cannot
hear). We have no senses, burned
our noses, plucked our eyes out,
made us blind to violence, made us
forget about our neighbors, made us
apathetic, about ourselves not even to
care.
Sing song circus dropping bombs
nonchalant, just a passing glance,
distant as the thunder, this memory
never to forget.
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